Lyrics

Deception feeds the suffering, a sickness deep inside the soul.
Control, manipulation, leaves you in the cold.
The years rush by as time eludes, your mind another place like hell.
Giving up again coz life’s too short, too short to breathe.

There’s no elation, just dissociation, a numbness and silence that calms.
Escape from temptation, a need for cessation, it’s killing me deeper inside.
Fear of the future and fear of a new life, just drives it all back to the start.

Conviction fades away again, it’s just the way you see yourself,
that’s not the general view.
Build a wall of arrogance, hide away the truth.
Turn your back and truly walk away, takes all your strength.

Shit situation, the loss of sensation, there’s nowhere to run from yourself.
Drown out the chaos, to focus on one thought, but everything gets in the way.

I’m done, fuck the world, a finger to it all.
Look around, see the hate, it makes me want to fail.

It makes me want to fail.
A grim reality.

Shame, guilt, regret, I’d have that over nothing.
No one’s perfect, but many try.
Face your demons, that's part of what defines you.
Lifelong feeling, new ways to heal.

There’s no elation, just dissociation, a numbness and silence that calms.
Fear of the future and fear of a new life, that drives it all back to the start.

I’m done, fuck the world, a finger to it all.
Look around and see the hate, it makes me want to fail.

Shame, guilt, regret, I’d have that over nothing.
No one’s perfect, but many try.

Shame, guilt, regret, I’d have that over nothing.
No one’s perfect, but many try.
Face your demons, that's part of what defines you.
Lifelong feeling, new ways to heal.